cuci mata

Currently i am so into rings! big & bold rings just like the above. One of my fashion-favourites at the moment. Unfortunately it's not easy to find a fab one in Kuching. Those 6 are from Forever21.

This embellished-shrug is another fab item I found whilst browsing the net. Sangat gojes!

Pre-Ramadhan

Early August..just before Ramadhan..we’ll be flying to KL. Short-weekend-trip. 3days 2nights only. Main intention = hunting ‘stuff’ for Ramadhan & Syawal. ‘We’ means Hubby, me & BUDAK KECIK. Yes, si kecik ya ngekot juak, inshaAllah..harus nya ngekot mok carik barang-barang persiapan menjelang Aidilfitri,kann..

InshaAllah no need to worry much of her bila ngembak nya jalan-jalan kelak (sebab nya nang suka jalan-jalan) but one thing for sure, her diaper bag will always full (and heavy) with her stuff (and my stuff as well). Segala bekalan formula milk, extra diapers, extra clothes. I’m sure enough that once dah start klua pagi..malam baruk balit(masa itu emas,harus fully utilize lah o). Sik perlu ngembak handbag sebab her diaper bag is roomy enough untuk menumpangkan wallet & handphone saya. Cuma, sigek jak di riso takut nya poo-poo/u’uk time jalan-jalan..mun shopping mall ada changing room ok la juak..mun nan ado? Macam di Kuching tok???

Di Kuching tok, rah shopping mall paling besar nya pun sik ada proper changing room. Apa gik malls yang sik berapa nak besar kedak Hopoh/Satok ya. Sesungguhnya malls in Kuching aren’t baby friendly at all. Huhu..sadis tapi benar. Suppose, mun dah nama shopping-mall-terbesar di Kuching, harusla ada at least sigek. Tok jgn kata changing room. Gik toilet nya ajak pun semadi nadai..air pun sik semua toiletnya ada. Kakya toilet for O.K.U sik berpintu..giney ya??

So far the most baby friendly shopping centre rasanya IKEA-Ikano-TheCurve. Senang nemu kerusi or bench or even sofa di mana-mana kita rasa nak stop sekejap. Senang juak nak minjam buggy/stroller mun perlu. Area sia pun spacious, sik perlu berselut mun ber-stroller. And of course, ada proper changing/nursing room. Ikea has a fab one! =D

**lalu bercerita pasal baby changing room tek paduhal**

berat badan

Few moments ago, I read a blog entry & kamek ‘terpanggil’ utk blogging about similar matter…which is gemok..or badan besar..or berisik..or tembam..or whatever yg seangkatan dengannya.

The Girl was so sad and sorry for herself because everytime ada orglaki nak dekat/rapat dgn nya.. ada maksud tersirat.. which is nak mengorat/berkenalan.. BUT…bukan dgn nya tapi her close friends or younger sister. Shiannn nya..

Undeniable that The Girl has a big-frame & quite chubby physically. But other than that..nya ok apa. She’s very smart, intelligent, cute, unique-personality, kind, & good-girl type. Tapi yalah tek, dek kerana penyebab nan satu itu telah molah nya rendah dirik..sabila ada kwn laki nya nak rapat,adalah nak bertanyak hal kwn nya/adiknya yg obviously lebih kecik/slim compared to her. Kamek rasa kesian ngenang nya koh. Sesungguhnya sik best rasa kedak ya aih..rasa dirik badan besar..& yes,kamek pernah cerik giney rasa ya..at times,rasa sik confident ngan dirik.

Mungkin ada yg heran…bila jak masa kmk tok pernah gemok??…lupakan kamu..saya berisik, right after I gave birth to my daughter. I said after gave birth because gemok ketika pregnant sik dikira,ok. Seriously, it was very insulting when there were very few low-intelligent individuals yang negur preggy lady nampak berisik ketika pregnant..dah namanya buntin mestila barisik rupa nak..kelak ko buntin baruk ko cerik giney..(yah,lalu emo lah pulak saya)

Just so you know, I was underweight before I found that I’m carrying Qayrina in my womb. I was about 42 – 43 kg. Sangat la kurus koh. Time lom kawen lagikkk la..40kg jak sik pandey nait2..kurus pun susah ati aih..makey baju nang gerenti XS size nya. Seluar size 24 pun ada time nya longgar..giney ya? Saya juga memahami mun ada ktkorg blog readers yg mengalami masalah underweight..makan bergantang-gantang sik juak jadi ke badan adalah perkara normal (metabolic rate melampau tinggi kali o)

kurus gilerrr..uni days..

Ok ya kisah before kawen & pregnant..kisah zaman underweight I. Berbalik ke kisah pregnant tek..sekali maok nya nak..17kg nait..haaaa..ambik ko..but the Doctor said the whooping extra kilo was normal as I was underweight before, kira normal range for me..if exceed 20kg barukla melampau nait. I was 60kg before entering the labor room. Memang gumuk benar for a small-frame body. Jalan pun cepat mengah. Betis cepat sakit mbak berjalan. & sangat sik selesa if dudok mencangkung (tiba-tiba mdh dudok mencangkung indah)..Patutla yg kamek perasan,mun org bdn besar nya siksuka mun toilet mencangkung,they’ll prefer yg dudok (ada kaitan kah o?)

2 weeks before i gave birth

Lepas deliver Qayrina, weight yg 60kg ku ingatkan turun rupanya tidak! Makin kembang dirikku masa gik rah Normah. Ney ndak, drip air ke dalam badan..kembang ngan air sampey sik bergeruk dah..ber-double-triple chin! Risonya saya waktu ya,takut sik dpt turun berat lalu static gemuk,macamana? Dahla kamek ceaserian section bukan normal delivery,berpotong perut kata org tua..sik dpt sebarang nak berbengkung. Lepas ya during confinement period, nang everyday kmk ngecek weight ada turun ka nisik. Thank you to Bapak sbb meminjamkan Tanita Scale yg sgt berguna ya. Mind you, my metabolic age was about 43 years old lepas seminggu beranak. Fat range pun tinggi. Tinggi determination nak nurun berat badan waktu ya. Maka dengan azam yg kuat kamek pun jaga makan..& yes it was quite easy to control what you eat during confinement period. I chose only to eat steam fish & vege & pusuk & 1/3 plate of rice. Plus, Herbalife of course. Herbalife really works. =) The result? After my confinement period end, I lost about 10-12kg. Then, keep on taking the Herbalife shake to shape up and lost another 2-3kg (total lost=14kg). & now I have my ideal weight (46kg) with ideal shape (you don’t think so? at least this is what I want)

2 months++ after gave birth

Yang asalnya seluar size 24..lepas ya entah size 30 pun sik muat..& now I’m wearing 26!

Want to know how? Ask me now! =D

short entry

lately,at times...i questioned myself... Will i be able to see my daughter grow as a/an kid,teenage,adult?..will i be able to grow old with my husband?..am i ready to face any possibilities?..

I dont know why i keep on thinking on those things..

Anyhoo,what i need to do now is to set an appointment with my Doctor and to have all my guts to go thru the examination.

i'm very nervous.period.