short entry

lately,at times...i questioned myself... Will i be able to see my daughter grow as a/an kid,teenage,adult?..will i be able to grow old with my husband?..am i ready to face any possibilities?..

I dont know why i keep on thinking on those things..

Anyhoo,what i need to do now is to set an appointment with my Doctor and to have all my guts to go thru the examination.

i'm very nervous.period.