I miss my parents..both bapak & mama. Just now i called them just to say hello and to know whether they're doing good. Then right after i hung up the phone...i bursed into tears. Emo tetiba...blame the hormone. hihiihi..
Mama & Bapak always want to give the best for me (& my siblings). I am very fortunate and proud to be their only daughter ;8) I am so blessed to have them. I always get what i want. They let me decide myself on what i want in my life. They are always there for me. I still remember when i was in form 3, i told my parents that i wanted to transfer to another school. They allowed me. Then, in year 2001 i told them that i wanted to quit Matriculation. They allowed me. In 2004, i was suppose to further my first degree in Arau,Perlis. I refused to and both of them went to the uni to negotiate with them and i managed to stay in Sarawak campus instead of going to Perlis. Last year when i told them i wanted to get married. They allowed me too ( ;p ) & i got what i want for my big day.
Parents love their children unconditionally. No doubt about it. Now, as a pregnant lady who'll be a mommy insyaAllah in June...i do feel the same. I sayang my baby unconditionally. These days I think more of my mother, what she had to go through to have me & my siblings. My baby made me realize how much parents sacrifice for their children. Sometimes, we do not realize the value of anything, in fact, when we have it. I know, that sometimes i take my parents for granted. I do love them but rarely show to them (directly). Marriage & pregnancy made appreciate them more than ever. Thank you hubby. Thank you baby. =)
Hubby told me once,"You don't realize what you're missing until they are gone"
"From a child to an adult, they watched me grow each and every day... And with tears in their eyes, they watched me go on my way... To start my own lives, and to have children of my own... Praying i'd never forget, the road that leads back home..."