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Reminder: For those yang mok maca happy entry blog..please go to other blogs. Cause this one definitely bukanlah happy-yippie entry. & for those yang suka criticize and judge org, go away. Shooosh! Cause I don’t need and I don’t welcome you here.

This entry is 100% just to express my emotion right now. To whom should kmk mengadu, to whom should kmk asked for support. I just don’t know where should I share my feelings but I know I always have my blog to conteng whatever kmk rasa nak madah.

At this point of my life, I feel so deeply depressed (now, getting better but last few days were miserable). I’m emotionally drained. I cried so many times (which annoyed other people and even annoyed myself). Which sometimes I don’t even know why…but I know something’s amiss. And I won’t blame anybody but myself. Yes, my own slipup. I’m weak, pathetic. I’m mad with myself. I’m very sad because I can’t handle my own emotion sampey terbawak-bawak to many other things and menyusahkan many other people. :C