gegirl sayang

After 4 months, tomorrow I’ll be going back to KL. How do I feel? Happy? Yes, because I’ll be closer to hubby and furthermore I’ll start working after months bercuti-cuti Malaysia. But at the same time I feel sooooo sad…because Gegirl Qayrina will stay in Kuching with NekMa & TokJack until everything dah settle di sinun. Sangat-sangat sedih aih. Even tengah nulis blog tok pun airmata berlinang jak.huhu.pathetic kah?whatever! if u’re in my shoes then only u know giney rasa. Just so you know,Within this 4months (plus 9months dlm perut)…me & my daughter sik pernah berjauh for more than 5 hours I would say. I really hope that I can cope with this…and same goes to her. Mudahan Gegirl sik tercarik-carik gilak. Kesian nya.

To Gegirl Sayang…Mama & Papa really have to do this for the sake of our family…bukan saja-saja suka-suka.huhuhuuu. Mama will definitely miss you so so sooooo much.

I really hv to stop here or else basah lalu laptop bapak tok oleh airmata kmk klak..

You little one are mommy's heart
I knew it right from the start
the way you hold my finger tight,
when we're alone late at night.

When I cradle you in my arms
you smile and show all your charms.
Then you drift off to sleep
sometimes I can’t help but weep,
how lucky I have become
to actually be the chosen one.

To have and hold a child like you
now life seems to good to be true.
So I look up at the sky so blue
and thank the heavens for giving me you!